[Xayah can share that feeling. All too well. But it's something unavoidable when you spend this much time with people, stuck here. You eventually get to know them, and whether you like them or not, it's not as simple to just leave them behind.

But she'd be lying through her teeth if she said she didn't like that Carmilla more than the others. She liked Crowley beforehand, as much as he brought in trouble, he was fun to be around, he helped her use her wings again. But Carmilla gets her on a level others can't.]

Only through care they do, [she smiles. It was tough work to get them all back to healthy stage though.] I tried getting my hands on as many medicinal herbs as I can, but they are scarce.

[Xayah chuckles when Carm calls others dimwits and shakes her head,] For all time I was here I barely did anything to contribute. All I did was get into fights and arguments. [The resentment of people followed her all the way into the grave.] Only when I found greenhouse I managed to do something more... concrete. Murder is all nice and great, but it doesn't actually help in this situation. [Unfortunatelly.]